I am honestly so speechless at this moment.
I keep reciting Psalm 100:5 "For the Lord is good. His mercy is everlasting, and His truth endures to all generations!"
Just minutes ago I completed quiet time with the Lord. I started by rehearsing my sermon, and I found the Holy Spirit speaking to me. Teaching me about true suffering and the reward of it. I found that I learned a lot from the sermon (sounds funny I know) but God truly spoke to me. He told me to give it all for Him, absolutely everything in every area. And I have had this sort of moment before, but not in such a great degree as today. I really felt His grace. I really felt surrender of my own heart. And I really felt His presence. O how I wish to suffer for His name!
After the sermon, I prayed for an extended period of time. But time seemed to not be an issue at all. He spoke to me. It was such a powerful voice that I have never experienced before. I can still recollect the voice and I know that it was very real. Its an answer to a prayer that I have been shouting to Him for months now. I begged to experience Him at such a deep level, and God's timing was perfect.
I found myself crying before the feet of my Father, asking for His power! That He will use me, a small vessel, for His huge story of His glory!
God's grace is truly... I don't even know how to describe it. My prayer is that others in Arizona, America, and the world find that grace as I have. I did not deserve a single ounce of it, but I have received it! O Lord, how everlasting is Your mercy.
I felt led to writing this to encourage the believers. God is merciful and we (myself included) need to be CONSISTENTLY reminded of that.
I encourage you to come to the Gathering this Sunday night. I am very passionate about what I will be talking about and I am reassured that God will truly speak through me.
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